Diaries Of Loki's Chambermaid 53: A Long Day Ahead

How will I get this down quickly? Diary today has already been one that I will not forget in a hurry. I was supposed to get up really early today because of the funeral, which was to be held at dawn, so I set my timepiece to chime for an hour before I usually arise. But it was not my timepiece that woke me up this morning. Oh, I do not know why I hesitate to write this, however it is somewhat embarrassing! Well, no one will ever read this apart from me, so here I go……

There was someone in bed with me – I would swear it! If not, then I have had the most realistic dream ever and I was convinced everything was actually happening. The hands on me, the lips – they felt so, well, so solid! And they were doing such amazing things to me; I really do not know how to describe it. Touching me, stroking, kissing and, well they were doing such nice things to parts of me that I just have not felt before. I was in such a state when I woke up and I know I was making noises because I heard the last of them as I emerged from my sleep. I really hope that what was happening is what it is like when you join with someone, because it was just so… well, I am at a loss for words!

Of course this morning did not continue the same way as that. Loki was already up when I went to his suite. He was really distant – and he has remained that way the whole time. I think he needs time to deal with it – she did mean a lot to him. He even sent the torched arrow himself – and he was a very good shot. I do not know his true feelings about her and the time she was here, nor do I know what he really thinks about her death. He is not really one for talking, which is an understatement. I think I will go to see him now that I have changed into my uniform, because my next task is to attend to Thor and I need help with it.

I will go to see Loki and see how he fares, then I will have to bring up the subject of Thor with him, no matter what his disposition. I can not stand to see his brother suffering a moment longer and I know he can do something to alleviate it. I also need to tell him about the big ACPoS meeting tonight.

From a fantasy to a farewell – what a morning so far…………